May 30, 2012

selain buks,

Assalamualaikum.



Another girly post u should ignore…
Little things that I like – these kind of accessories :-)
Rase suke memakai gelang dan membeli – credit to mom, when she started to gave my my very first
Amethyst – gelang Kristal when I was 13 yo. Dark in color..haaa dari fom 1 – 3 pakai gelang tu.
putus sambung putus sambung.
Lepas tu suka agate..dark red..yg ni bertahun gak..dan lain2 color. Name it nak warna ape :D
Amikkk dah umo 22 – otw 22.ehem.. ni kita susun balik dari yg lame dolu2 hingga current bracelet.
Ade lagi tak muat nak gantung dah. itu kita masuk kotakk. dan yg selamat di persanda..
Before masuk internship dah rase alahaiii tak leh dah nak pakai2 gelang ni.
Dan ye kalau masuk alam pekerjaan hatta jam sekalipun tak de kat tangan..
Selain books, I think Im into this. tote flats pun suke tapi tak de la sampai frequently buying. Biase2 saje.
Tapi books and bracelet….aaaaaaa.
Kalau bracelet yg kurang dalam koleksi :- charm bracelet, got one.
Dan dan dan berkenan dengan Rachel Leigh Audrey bracelet. Brape la ni plus mcm tak de dkt msia nih.

Oh terasa tidak berape macho when I posting this..heh.
See font trebuchet ni pun kecikkk aje :D
Sebenanya nak post psl 3 things under skincare…tapiiii em pending dulu.
Yeah im a girl...
suka emas putih..thanks to mom. Juga emas perang kuning tu..thanks to mom too :D
klantanese..mmg genetically suko beli mas kalih.

Bab kata ellisa in her blog,  quoted jap :-
Inevitably, these questions start galloping. Why is that day by day i started to be more like umy? Why is that in this age, i would prefer home decor more than stationary department? Why is that groceries shopping where comparing prices or halal ingredients in Sainsbury and Tesco would be such a fun activity to do? When is my interest from loving teenagers stuff has shifted to loving home decor? Funny.
I can't answer a single one of these, which is how i know that  whether i'm ready or not, i'm growing up.


End of May..June..june.


May 26, 2012

how surah ad-dhuha can change your life

Assalamualaikum.

Subhanallah..such a goood video..tazkirah..ilmu to share and spread.
take our time, and scrutinize each beautiful verses of surah ad-dhuha.



 "If you believe Allah loves you more than your parents, Allah will love you more than your parents. If you believe Allah will forgive your sins, Allah will forgive your sins. If you believe that Allah will grant you Jannah, Allah will not betray your faith on Him. " :')


p/s : syukran arine shared this in her blog.

May 24, 2012

fighting nn!

Assalamualaikum.
 
these 2-3 weeks  status..sounds like this :-


tapi rasenya kena tukar status jadi - keep on track and finish it!! biiznillah.
refer to ; logbook,  reports, thesis
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3 benda ni =.=

May 20, 2012

.morning by beach.


Peyton Sawyer said ; you have to grab every chance you have with the people you love.


 Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall - Oasis

May 17, 2012

.the rescue.

Assalamualaikum.

curik curik masa baca the rescue, 
finished it within 2 days..sekali dah bace mesti nak tahu ending..
now rase tak best kalau bace few chapters then hold..pause..
the next thing when i continue reading :- eh the previous chapters ape jadik eh =.=


People sometimes think that language is just about conversation, but for children, it’s much more than that. It’s how they learn about the world. It’s how they learn that burners on the stove are hot, without having to touch them. It’s how they know that crossing the street is dangerous, without having to be hit by a car.

 “People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.”

i like quotes..quotes are awesome..... and lyrics too :)

May 15, 2012

short story & happy birthday dear blog!

Assalamualaikum.

Warning. a long ranting.   
Blog dah pun turned 4 years old few days back.. happy birthday r.a.i.n.b.o.w.
u’re such a good companion :-)

Laskar pelangi takkan terikat waktu
Bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa
Warna bintang di jiwa
Menarilah dan terus tertawa
Walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia selamanya
Cinta kepada hidup
Memberikan senyuman abadi
Walau hidup kadang tak adil
Tapi cinta lengkapi kita
                                                                                                                    Laskar Pelangi by Nidji

Listening to Laskar Pelangi while ranting/typing this.
6 weeks @ hrpz ii ended last week. It suppose to be 3 months there..
Unfortunately they only allowed us to do internship/attachment for only 6 weeks…
Since there were any other applications..other meds students bla bla. 
It’s okey..tak okey pun kena okeykan jugak. Adelah tu reasons behind, hikmahkan.
Allah knows.

First 3 weeks at medical department, being posted at ward bendahara.
More than 5 patients passed away and I was there witnessed that moment when doctor announces death time.
That feeling… panas je mata.
Seeing as youngest 11 yo patient with acute leukemia.. until oldest patient with multiple disease..
And till today, I wish this one pak cik 40+ yo with multiple chronic diseases, he got uncontrolled diabetes mellitus,
hypertension, chronic kidney disease, decompensated congestive cardiac failure and left leg cellulitis, will get better and back to his normal life. He got young kids and wife to take care.
Thanks specialist Dr.Alwi, Dr.Mat Zuki, houseman Dr.Vignesh yg baik hati ajar itu ini and asked me to follow him around..sebab he’s having problem in understanding klantan’s dialect. Hehe. When pak cik mak cik bercerita, he will just ‘you…can you explain that to me.’ Lagi best pegilaaa auscultate patient tu..palpate sekali..ape tengok2 je..amik abg ke.

And another 3 weeks at obstetrics and gynecology…labor room, antenatal ward, gyne ward.
seminggu seeing labor process, how many cute babies I have seen, fresh.
join lower segment caeserian section (lscs), tengok a young mother with triplet, 
kembar tiga..subhanallah..
Until I get into ward mawar, youngest pt with teratoma ovarian cancer stage 1 c, another younger pt with imperforate hymen until chronic disease – cervical cancer, uterine cancer. Allah…
The thing is dr.zainal said ; dokter ni dia kena ada effort utk blajar agama..kena tahu hukum.
Kalau obg ni, pt’s having irregular menstruation...banyak2 hari dah tinggal solat. Kat sini kena explain kat pt pasal istihadah..dr.zainal sendiri recite hadith.
hmm..btullah dokter ni bleh buat 2 keje selain rawat patient, dakwah sekali :)
Last day scrubing.. join op – myomectomy..
Gracias juga housemans ward mawar baik2..dr.fathia siap suruh palpate sorang pt ni.. she’s waiting for ct scan,
to confirm either she got leiomyoma (fibroid) or leiomyosarcoma..
Mixed feelings and most important, I learned a lot. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah.
banyak je nak cerita, tp kang post jadi karangan spm pulak :D

"Dan sungguh akan Kami berikan cubaan kepadamu, dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar." (Al Baqarah 2: 155)

"Apakah kamu mengira bahwa kamu akan masuk syurga, padahal belum datang kepadamu (cubaan) sebagaiman halnya orang-orang terdahulu sebelum kamu? Mereka ditimpa oleh malapetaka dan kesengsaraan, serta digoncangkan (dengan bermacam-macam cobaan) sehingga berkatalah Rasul dan orang-orang yang beriman bersamanya: 'Bilakah datangnya pertolongan ALlah?' Ingatlah, sesungguhnya pertolongan ALlah itu amat dekat." (Al Baqarah 2:214)
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Around 5 weeks to go before I finish my internship-phase.
Million things in my mind, huh.
Stretching myself, need to berlari siapkan segala ni. dateline.
tudung siap ni la paling eden tak gemar..pipi bambam sgt..aigoo2..apekan daya msuk OT smua pakai ni...bersih smuanye..hijau!

15 may :- hari nakba. Meh baca quran extra sikit hari ni, solat hajat and the least we can do is dua. pray for them, the Palestenians.